I never thought a Hannah Montanna song would describe my exact thoughts at this point in my life.

"And now I just don't know who I really am; how it's gonna be.
Is there something that I can't see?
I want to understand.

Maybe I will never be who I was before.
Maybe I don't even know her anymore..."

I just want to to understand myself again. Ever since that night in January, I've felt like I've lost a part of who I am.